Dead inside
Alive and kicking for sure
My mind it needs a heavenly cure
The lights are on nobody is home
Lost forever this world I roam
Dead inside
A situation that is not that rare
Who can you trust who will care
Dead inside
Alexithymia now that’s a word
A good description I have heard
For an existence that is fraught
A battle for sanity inside that is fought
A connection to the external world lost
Isolation of your being at what cost
Dead inside
Feeling so incredibly numb
Waitng for the kingdom come
My eyes are open but I am blind
To the reality that I can’t find
Dead inside
Alone with my thoughts I contemplate
In a world full of venom and hate
Dead inside
More questions than answers true
Data overload that makes me blue
Too much information I find
Numbs the senses freezes the mind
Once upon a time I had a clear vision
Now I am drowning in indecision
Dead inside
You are nothing but a number
Awake but engulfed by slumber
Give a sucker an even break
How much more can I even take
Dead inside
Emotions are like a block of ice
Frozen and locked in a mental vice
Dead inside
Dead inside
I dream of being alive
A soul that will survive
A heart that will open
At my nirvana arrive
Dead inside
